Above: Basically all my interactions, awkwardness included, with the male species…

I have to say (or rather type) that my love life is non-existent. I have never been kissed, had a first date, or even told a boy that I liked him. Kind of sad, I know. I always like the boys who are out of my league too. There is no point in saying that you can have anyone you want. I just always like guys who are not into me in the sense of boyfriend/girlfriend.

One of the actors is a very handsome man who I actually think is cool and who doesn’t diss costumes as some do. I think that he is a good guy and if I got to know him that would be cool. Unfortunately, that won’t happen. I suck at having friends, how could I possibly keep a relationship going?

I have come to terms with the fact that I am not willing to give my heart out and will probably end up single because I don’t want to hurt other people. I just want others to be happy and as long as they are I am, in a sense, content.

Anyway, work was a little hectic but I got a ton of stuff done and am feeling accomplished! I am already in my fifth week out of ten, I believe.

Sin of the Day: lust.